"You cut up a thing that’s alive and beautiful to find out how it’s alive and why it’s beautiful, and before you know it, it’s neither of those things, and you’re standing there with blood on your face and tears in your sight and only the terrible ache of guilt to show for it."
-Clive Barker

Moment of reflection.

I started this journal 27th May 2002.

By the 27th May 2010, this journal will be 8 years old. I will be 23. I will be finished my degree and awaiting results.

There is a part of me that really believes that Lucasta is a sort of Lady Shallot character. I'm not sure whether to run with that or not.

should really be asleep by now. miles to go before tomorrow ends (work included). spent today with the beautiful rogue_dreams and the rest of the NaNo crew until midnight, writing a pretty much new NaNo due to the last one being on non-working!Helena at the moment ( Read more... )

The post as best reconstructed. :( FUCK YOU LJ I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP LIKE 2 HOURS AGO

( And he tells me to sing and I sing and I sing, Aiba/Jun (incomplete-mini-drabble that will probably never be finished. Also - is crap.) )

Alright people. I need to draw something for this or else I can assure you part of me will combust.

So throw prompts - characters - pairings at me!

Please!

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

I was so ready to do another huge big fandom post because, I just got this thought. Don't ask where it came from. I was just innocently typing a response comment to Joe and this idea hits me. In retrospect I think my typing the words 'that which never was' made the link to 'The World That Never Was'. But ANYWAYS, even thought Kingdom Hearts 2 isn't ( Read more... )

I've lost my words again. Which is a good thing because then I would forget my purpose for writing this entry. It's, once again, for the Rising Stars of Manga competition. And I'm looking for answers ( Read more... )

I promise, I will update properly with all the fun stuff from Bristol and will report back to you who read this ( Read more... )

Composition and research essay - 7 days BITCH!
(Burn CD, go, do it now!)

Donielle, Zal-sis - you both fucking rock my worlds. In the multiple. And even the echoes. I owe you!*Wails* I wanna write Potter stuff but instead I'm settling for bizarre Harry/Draco pictures. I have a VERY odd imagination, hahahahah ( Read more... )

I have fallen in love with the Athlete song "Wires" and the video as the guy gives me a Remus vibe. Even though the song just makes me generally inspired. Such as with illustrations for Several Things That I Have Needed (And Wanted) To Do For Several Months But Have Had No Time. Which is very nice indeed ( Read more... )